i never thought about this one actually.

hmm.

let's see what i can come up with here...

dear SI,

why are you so addictive?. why do you make me feel so good on the inside, but do so much damage on the outside?

why when i try to distract myself from thoughts of you, you fight back- and make me come back to you and indulge in the pain

sometimes i feel guilty that you are in my life, but i feel i can't get rid of you. i'm not sure i even want to