I love to learn. My interest is music, and I've spent hours studying music theory, music history, everything involving music. My issue is school.

In a few years I'm most likely going to begin college. I really want to study music, but I simultaneously don't want to. If that doesn't make sense, let me clarify: school ruins things for me. I used to enjoy writing. School ruined that for me because it was forced upon me. I no longer enjoy writing like I used to because of school. And I'm scared that will happen with music.

I don't know why I'm posting this. Just to rant, I suppose? I just don't want the one thing I care about to be screwed up for me.

I guess if anyone has advice, you can leave it. But yeah.

School sucks.