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Originally Posted by thepoetishere
Maybe that's what it is...I get so fed up when things get bad. It's kind of a distraction..though not a good one. I think I've been thinking about when I used to drive over the bridge on the way to work and imagine the car going over. Does that make sense?
It's not a plan anymore...I'm not supposed to be driving anyway because I'm so reckless. It's just so difficult with bpd that I can't imagine living like this for the next 40 years or so. My situation is even harder because I can't walk anymore and can barely stand.
Life is my own personal hell.
Kate
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I know how you feel. Things can get better, but you have to be honest with your T and you have to be willing to work hard. Harder than you have ever worked on anything in your life. I have been borderline for decades!!! Good therapy and honesty have been key to my being able to to continue on.
