Thanks, DE. I spent half the night online looking up meds. I am MORE confused than ever now! I guess I just feel like I should be farther along than I am, after all, I am a recovering addict and want it yesterday! So, I see my pdoc today at 1:15 so hopefully that will help. When I get manic like the other night, I just want something to take to fix it quickly. Like I said in another post, I feel like I do not know nothing right now and I think that feeds my anxiety, big time. I have gotten some books to read on BP, so my T tells me to give myself some credit. OK, nuff of that ,I am going to crawl in bed for awhile. Thanks again DE.