Thank you my friends. I am calmer. Afraid to say I'm in the clear, but yesterday and today I have an improved mental state. More productive than I've been in close to 2 months. I actually showered. I worked for 4 1/2 hours straight today. I actually did the dishes without pulling my hair out screaming that the earth was falling off the sun's orbit. Praying the depression fog is really lifting. Just realized I did not cry today, phew... wow... what a horrible experience.

I had my 3 month hypo... I had my 2 month depression/mixed... I think I've earned at least 6 months of calm. Interesting how my brain feels like it's been sloshed around the tilt-a-whirl ride, and wonders if it will be ok. It will right?