I feel for you! I too know this feeling. I used to be the worst people pleaser. People pleaser by day, vented by partying at night-I attracted a bunch of 'friends' that also weren't supportive and seemingly relished in any adversity that came my way. It's hard t feel like no one likes you. I'm sure people do. I have some friends now and my family reminds me that people do like me. You might not even notice that people like you. Ditch your toxic friend, and look up info on toxic friends, it'll help avoid them in the future. It may take time, but if you can try and build up some self confidence, and learn to say no/not want to always please others and live more for yourself, you'll start making some genuine friends.