It is alright. It is a trigger for me when people talk to me in such a way, as that is how people usually take me. I've lived a life where I am never taken seriously even though I have worked hard for what I've achieved. I am usually seen as a joke.

It has a risk, yes. I wish I could quit my job tomorrow but I know that would be foolish. I just have to figure out how to balance the two at the moment.