damnit i was doing good without meds and just and now i feel ****** again.... i know what it is.... its this damn job im at......... my familyt doesnt get that i just want to be left alone and they keep asking questions and stuff... they dont realize that im gonna snap at them i cant help it but when i feel like this its best to just leave me alone.. and not bother me......... i feel so stressed out right now....... if i could only find somewhere diff to work id feel sooooooooooo much better