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Originally Posted by falsememory7
I understand what you mean, so much. When I began cutting, I felt on top of the world, unstoppable, invincible, and truly "happy" because I thought that I was finally getting what I deserved. But no matter why you cut, the feeling never lasts long, and it becomes an addiction. I really hope that you stop, because only then will you no longer feel the need to damage yourself  |
I have stopped in the past, or at least it's been much better. Recent times it has got worse again though. And yeah, admittedly it's worse than it used to be.
You're right, it is an addiction, right now I'm not sure I'm ready to stop. I don't think I'm even wanting to stop...I like it too much. I like the damage I do to myself. I like that I'm capable of inflicting that much damage to myself. Messed up really...