I've never been on a date my whole life. I'd never get past the first impression stage either. No one wants to date me, but everyone keeps telling me how nice I am, how cute I am, etc.. etc... apparently it is not enough. Being lonely is definitely worse than being dead to me. I'd rather be dead than be lonely my whole life. I have tried nolongerlonely.com looking for people who have mental illnesses. There were about 8 people on it that were in my area, and they were all much older than me mind you, but I am not that picky. Messaged all of them. No response. I've been on a total of 4 dating sites now, and I have messaged probably about 100 women. I have not gotten a single response yet. It is an unbelievable nightmare. Sometimes I wonder if they are even receiving my messages. It seems very hopeless for me, I wonder if it is just this state that I live in... I may need to move somewhere that has more women.