I honestly don't know what to do. on my earlier post I talked about how frustrated I am with my boyfriend constantly telling me things will get better but they only get worse. I am so done with this crap. I don't know If I am strong enough to leave him. It's so easy to say but so hard to do. I do love him, and I am attached. People keep telling me he won't change and I know I haven't been the best girlfriend out there. I have been abusive at times, and our realionship is really unhealthy, but maybe I should get out before It gets nasty. I can't deal with this again. I need stability, I need emotional support, and I can't seem to get the help or support I need from him. Maybe It's time for me to walk away. I don't want to give up so easily though because I have really grown to care about him, things have just been really rough lately but I need to get my life together, and maybe without him having the intention of bringing me down... he does. Should I try and talk things out, and see If things get any better in the next month, and this time put my foot down. I'm just so tired of being sick, and tired, and god damn broke.