i can so relate. i used to be at a job that was a very negative environment. i liked the job but i couldnt stand the place & people. it made my anxiety & depression that much worse. not to mention the boss was always on a witch hunt to try & embarrass people who were not in her click & she did just that in a meeting one day to me in front of everyone & stuff just snowballed from there dammit. i was driving there one day & turned around & never went back. my only friend who sat beside of me quit that week too & they all ended up having to work over lol lol. of course my hubby works & ive won my ssd for bipolar just waiting on my award letter so i was blessed there. i feel for u cuz i know its a miserable place to be. i got to where i stayed to myself & got very depressed with panic attacks there. looking back i dont see how i stood it that long (5 years)