I had a major melt down Saturday ... the worst one I have had I think.
so in the midst of Saturday night , with all the emotion and scared lost and the visions of , I don't know how to explain vision or illusions or dellusions. so sunday was a numbness of blank trying to be logical then going into massive depressed state . I now am on day 2 of self help, I have to stop this pain this lose of self this panic this insane in my head... I only broke a handful of times yesterday and once today .. ..
I have to heal myself of this ..
I did talk with a lady and she was how can I say , I said nothing to her at all, just superfisial conversation , then she pauses and says to me all these things , I sat there listening "stund by what she was saying to me. when she finished , tears running down my face , all I could say was how can you know this ? you are the only one who see and understand what is going on with me head .
it was then I voud to self help with all I have in me to ban the evil that has stolen my power my soul my mind . I will have it all back soon !
how did she know ?? a seer ?
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