I'm new at this. And not sure about it either. Socialization is hard for me. I spent my childhood neglected and rejected. Tormented by my peers. Abused as a teen into young adulthood. Mother of 3 at 20. Homeless and alone with 3 little kids. No one was ever there for me! I don't understand and can't figure out what is so wrong with me that I am such a reject. I have a big heart and my life is good, on the outside. But internally no one knows how I hurt. I have 0 friends and cannot make any. I want to. I think I need to have someone in my life I can confide in. That's why I decided to try a support group. I really need help. I don't know how to open up to people. I feel very unlikable, such an outcast.
I have bipolar disorder, more depressive onset of symptoms.