I feel like I'm doing much better after I started taking medication, but for some reason I keep triggering myself by looking up pictures of SI or going through blogs with really kind of scary, gruesome stuff. I don't know why I'm doing it, but I can't stop. I haven't SI'd yet but I'm scared if I keep doing this, I will. I've never done this before.
I'm confused.
-Sam
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