Thank you for responding to my post (((((Perna)))))

I have been getting therapy for all my issues for about 13 yrs. I just seem to get worse. I feel like I have a different T every other month also I feel like I am being lost in the shuffle. I go for a visit one month on a weekly basis then My T quits or leaves to go to another BH clinic. They do not tell me or schedule me with someone else so I am left hanging. Now my P moved me to just med checks every 4 months and I really don't know why actually I do she flat out told me she has other patients to deal with that are worse off then I. That's kind of funny because the Medical Director did my most recent eval and he told me I need to stop working and focus on myself and getting back on track. Get involved in activities to keep me busy. Fun non strenuous activities. I could go on and on but I won't I am so sorry I keep rambling.
Any hooter, As you were saying about your husband being solid, my boyfriend is the same way. He never stress's out or worries about anything. At least he never shows it. He always tells me relax it will happen on it's own, all will be ok, No worries, in 100 yrs no one will even no or care. I try to believe all that, but it's hard. I love him a lot he just has no clue what's going on in my head being with him has calmed me down a bit. As you can see not enough