I think in my past that I would often seek out help from the doctors and nurses when I would go to see that see them now I just am not allowed to be admitted because it was just making me worse. But the worse I got was simply from not getting the right help and I became mellow-dramatic and aggressive too many people and not enough support. I hate when those who are doing the helping weren't reflecting themselves into the pool of mental illness like didn't get it at all.