I just now finally feel stable and like I'm on the perfect med combo. I'm really not having any symptoms and it's shocking. Each time I start to feel like I might go into a depression or manic episode it just doesn't happen, it's only the normal ups and downs of life. I keep expecting it in my mind to just be "uh oh another episode again" but it hasn't happened yet. I know I've only felt stable a short amount of time but I understand that feeling like you're cured sometimes because life just feels normal and you're not having any symptoms at that time.