Oh JLove,

Hon, I am so glad you found the inner strength to talk to us. You are NOT alone. I have been dealing with severe depression since I was 14.
I am on two different anti-depressants and these are working really good for me. I have tried them all but everyone is different and re-act differently to them.
Have you ever tried anti-depressants? I know that alot of people don't want to go on meds but that was the only way I got better.
I would feel like I was having a heart attack and I ended up having one, two years ago.
I would feel so anxious that I couldn't even talk to my best friend.
Like your's, my dear husband is one of the most relaxed guys around and always tells me to~don't let it upset you~ Ya, right!! How do you do that? I never did learn how. But, after being on the meds, I am sooo much better.
If you ever need to talk, you can pm me anytime.
I do care,
Linda