So my daddy has been suffering from congestive heart failure for 8 or 9 years. He was given a year about 4 years ago. He also suffers from diabetes. We had to call 911 tonight because his internal defibrillator/pacemaker went off a few times and he fell. My first manic episode happened 4 years ago when I was in an ER waiting room with my daddy when he got a shock from it. I had never heard my daddy scream in pain like that and it really scared me.
I am so afraid right now and extremely worried.....
I should be asleep but can't.
I should be crying and falling apart but
I'm not.....freaks me out