Therapy

Please don't give up...I know that is has to be horribly hard. I went into therapy on my own accord but felt a similar ultimatum looming. The mere thought of it scares the complete hell out of me. Actually that very fear has caused me to have a panic attack.

My wife hasn't given up on me...I need her so much...I dunno what else to say. Maybe somehow she will read this thread and it will sink in?

Best of luck to you.