...I say this because there is reason....

I cannot get drunk!

I have sufficient alcohol to do what alcohol does....

I consume it readily...

and yet there is no result!

I may as well be drinking water...
strange taste and ...
well strange taste!

I have marvellous reasons to obliterate myself for a while...

but I am more at the mercy of something entirely unknown to me than whatever I can consider independent of that!

I guess this must be the next chapter of my life....
because it makes no sense otherwise