Ok well that helped a lot just to get it all down in one go.... again if you made it to the bottom good effort! but it's much clearer to me where I am... but not where my partner is.
I guess it's just a situation where I need to wait but where waiting is sooo hard, brings everything in to doubt, myself and how I feel
about myself and my worth... right now I feel good but yesterday I could nearly do my job. I know if it were the other way round I would answer her