..I don't believe that 'losing it!' ...has the time to consider anybody in 'it's path'...

so nobody can really say 'they have lost it'... until the 'losing it!' ... decision has been made...

and 'time' passes and the 'lost it' perhaps-ness lays all tired and waits
to become pointless...

and eagerly does this new dimension embrace so many more opportunities than previously available...

can't touch what I felt at the start

especially now I know what it took to arrive