(((((petunia)))))
i'm here. you need to cry and stuff. it's ok to be mad and ok to cry and ok to scream and yell and stomp and anything else. it's ok to hurt. stuffing it only causes more pain---i know that for me and some of us inside.
we love you and wish we could be there to hold your hand and hug you and hand you boxes of kleenex and hold a pillow for you to punch and anything else.
even make tea and hot chocolate and anything
love vicki