"I think maybe I took: "You're doing great at therapy," to mean: "You're a massive attention seeker, you're betraying your family and you shouldn't be talking about this." That "you're doing great at therapy" means "you're acting like you need therapy and you should be ashamed". I think some part of me took it like that because that part of me sees things that way. Huh."

I could have written this. I often have a complete mind blank as to why i am in therapy. I think to myself "WTF are you playing at, your childhood was normal, it's just you who isn't, your family has done nothing wrong, stop over-dramatising and get on with life like everyone else. You're making a big deal out of nothing, you're making things sound worse than they were, you are remembering wrong etc etc etc "
I know my family would be appalled at how i've reacted to my childhood, about what i've told my therapists.