Thank you for your replies. I'm afraid the fact I told him is bad. Attention-seeking. All that faulty thinking type stuff. Reaching out on here is bad. If I really had problems I wouldn't be so shameful as to talk about them - so says my brain.

I keep telling myself I don't have an ED as I don't think about food all the time and I would if I did.

But I don't think about it, and I restrict, so... yeah.