This is TR being great at therapy again.
Not to sound like I'm overdoing it, but this was an awesome example of someone paying attention to her feelings in therapy, noting how her emotional reactions were at odds with what would be "expected" under ordinary circumstances, and grabbing that tiger by the tail and following it until she felt she understood it. So impressive.
TR, I bet your T is very proud of the work you do. I don't know you, don't know the details of your life, but what I've seen from you online in the handful of months I've been here has been really inspiring. Rock on.