I've been depressed since I was 13 years old. I recently moved away from home to go to university, I am now 18 years old. My whole life changed drastically in August. New city, new school, and now I'm living alone in an apartment with my boyfriend. I should be really happy, but the fact is, I'm not. I feel so lost. My boyfriend is making friends, and he's so happy with everything. I haven't made one new friend, I hate where I work, and I just.. I'm finding it hard to keep living. I've told my boyfriend of these problems and he knows about my self-harm. But he doesn't know what it's like. I just need someone to understand what I'm going through. I just- kind of- need a friend. You know?