((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

I too can understand and know personally of that UGLY old feeling that leaves us thinking that we are useless and forgotten in our mind if no where else. I personally feel that we must fight against this monster on an daily and hourly basis, and that we do not necessarily need to act upon our struggle every day as to win..... but that a weekly reaction upon our struggle will still get us to where we desire to be, slow but sure.

Try taking your list and breaking it down to many little things instead of two or three big things, and if needed into just one of those little things done a week.... but while doing this in small segments make sure that what you just finished/completed does not come undone.

I personally feel as though LIFE can be full and fun for all involved, if we but only take LIFE at the pace that our emotional / mental mind can handle.

....... 1st QUESTION for YOU
What is it from your childhood that leaves YOU hating almost resenting have to - as YOU put it (I hate the word cleaning, paying bills, reading mail..... etc ).

I feel that if you can answer this question then you may well be on your way to opening the door to your past and then to how it controls/affects you today, as an Adult.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -