Thank you for your response. I have tried to make a safe space in my mind but I haven't been able to. Also I can't make any of the others do anything they don't want to do, that includes the original. In case of danger one of the ones in the world can step in even if we want to stay but that is the only time we are made to do something we don't want to do. Our system has a lot of rules and presently we are all following the rules. That was not always the case. We can be ourselves as long as it doesn't endanger us or the others. We can only be violent if in danger and can not hurt the body ever. We used to sometimes but never again. Everyone is sorry the body was hurt. The body is a part of our system and has protected us when needed. We are also not supposed to be seen. We are ok with our t but no one else.