No matter how hard you try to fix things in your head some things will always remain broken. I've done everything I could to forgive my family and to prevent my anger and resentments from getting the best of me. I've let a lot of things go, actually I let too many of their mistakes go. I've forgiven to the point I cannot forgive anymore. I cannot take the pain they have caused me anymore and therefore Im letting go of my family. It wouldn't be so bad if they would just stop trying to control my life and take evedrything they can from me. We could've made things right, we could've fixed things but every time i turn around they stab me in my back. Then they wonder why i dont want them apart of my life anymore. I can't allow myself to let them hurt me anymore.... AND I WONT: