So its just clicked, I am still in depression. Despite my positive attitude and lack of saddness and crying, the other symptoms are just too prevalent to ignore. I really thought I could beat it if I stayed positive and active. Not sure where to go from here. I wasnt keen on changing my meds but I have been trying really really hard and its not getting me any better. I am still able to function but it is such a struggle, and I know it can be better than this.