It's a daily struggle sometimes for me to remain upbeat and positive but I try. I think on some deep level I've always known this was an issue but now that I have found my other half it's not so bad. Yes sometimes I get knocked down but I have been forcing myself to get back up everytime and stop letting life kick me when I'm down which doesn't always work but it's getting better isn't that what matters? My wish is to encourage others I've been in the hole but there is a light if you find something worth opening your eyes for. *hugs to everyone who has been or is in that deep dark hole*