I've been on Abilify for a very long time, about six years or more. Now, at 24 if I miss a dose I get insomnia, chest pains, and terrible bouts with PTSD seeming nightmares. I started Hydroxazine/Vistaril. Vistaril is a very weak acting anti-psychotic and anti-anxiety medication. It's supposed to help obsessing and neurosis too. I took three pills yesterday, and was contemplating how I've been on Abilify so long and need to get off it. I had an energy drink during the day, and I was feeling a bit manic as I was falling asleep. It was in a good way though, I had thoughts about life and space travel that I was in control over. It was nothing serious.

Then I woke up, and it could in part be caused by this train that runs by my house, by a lucid nightmare where a dark presence was trying to take me over. It was very realistic. I was fully aware of everything, as well as losing control of my physical body by some cruel sentient force. If I asked it why it was doing this to me, it would get angrier and push more hate and pain toward me. That's the weird part. So I woke up finally, and I took Abilify and it stopped. It's been exactly one year since it stopped happening. It's been happening for about three years.