I hate contact for the most part. But I kind of understand how you feel. Sometimes I want someone to at least offer, even if I pull away.
I'm sorry you're not feeling well. Hope things get better for you.
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Love is..
a baby smiling at you for the first time
a dog curling up by your side...
and your soulmate kissing your forehead
when he thinks you're sound asleep
OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD
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