I used to struggle with a bout of bulimia. It wasn't even that I thought that I was fat, I just liked the control and the hiding and the release. When I decided that I wouldn't do it anymore, I started cutting.

Let me tell you, being underweight is not fun. I used to be 98 from all of the stress. My hair quit growing and was falling out. I was constantly having hunger pains, no energy, anxiety, and hypoglycemia. Don't do that to yourself. I'm healthy now and I love it.