I can't do compliments either. It's a mix of automatically thinking they're lying, then thinking I must be faking things (which makes me upset as I want to genuine), then wondering what their ulterior motive it\s, then wondering about how I will certainly disappoint them......
And then I don't feel safe around that person for a while, because I'm not sure what the expectations for me are at that point.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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