Today was a good day. Some good people forced me to smile today, and they probably don't even know what they did for me, but I appreciate them. I guess it's been days like these that have kept me from going overboard these last few years. Sometimes, days like these have been far and few between. But now, I'm trying to surround myself with positive people, and that gives me hope. It's tough, but I have to give it a shot. I spent the last 2, 3 years even, wasting away. And I don't want that anymore. I guess the toughest thing, is no one relates to me. I have had depression for the last 5 years, I've had psychosis, and major social anxiety, which all caused me to do things, which doesn't make much sense to normal people. Things like, excluding myself from society. Like dropping out of school. Like thinking kind people, have some sort of ulterior motive. Someone like that isn't extroverted. Me, I force myself to do things outside of my comfort zone. But other people don't. Ahhhh, this wasn't meant to be a rant, but it turned into one. Well, oh well. If you read up to this point, write below how you're feeling today lol.