Thank you both. I appreciate your opinions in this matter. That is kinda what I was thinking but I have been known to think with my PTSD and not with my brain.

I am kinda in a fragile spot mentally and to take my computer away now is just not wise. I am growing an am less dependent on the computer then I used to be. But I am still very much in need of support. I am trying to stand my ground and even make compromises that I am not to pleased with, but am willing to try. Thank yall so much for your opinions.