I really like the idea of slipping it under his door and pretending it never happened. It sounds tempting for someone like me. Writing has always been easier for me (easier than talking), so I think in some cases (specifically this one) I could benefit from it.

I'm not sure I can blurt that sentence out. There's still a large part of me denying it, even though there's an equally large part that can see it. I think that's the part I'm afraid of. Getting to that place. Because I know that it will happen. It can't go on not being addressed. Not if I really do want to be honest and not if I really do want to get better overall. I'm not sure I could get better in one place without getting better in another.

Right now, I feel like I will bring it up. But I'm scared that tomorrow, I'll change my mind. Again.