Thanks for your comments, Wise...I think I am upset because I have always been able to separtate my real life from my fantasy. Recently, my fantasy lover seems like he has been trying to get my attention in reality; calling me back so-to-speak...or touching me out of the blue.

Thank you for the suggestion about reading books related to my fantasy; I think that idea will help me separate the fantasy world from my own...since I am not in it.