If you're not feeling anything from your meds it may be because they are working to keep you stable, they are not used to keep high or buzzed, you may just be stable. Maybe you do need it to be increased in dosage, i hope you pick meds over drinking, drinking is just as ineffecttive, but i understand why you would rather get drunk or just drink, i used to love it too, but the buzz would make me have a hangover the next day, that is why i quit drinking as i was in such distress the next day after drinking. some people can handle drinking, just thinking about it makes me feel like i want to again, but then i think of how bad headaches i had to pay for 3 hours of being drunk, so i eventually had to quit drinking. just think before you drink the next time you want to, you will have cravings, just sit them out, but don't drink or get on a different kind of med. Do you have t? talking about it may help too.Good Luck