From dec 2012 until now I have only left the house a handful of times, I've gained so much weight that I literally have no jeans to wear, only sweats. This is something that keeps me stuck, I now don't want to leave. I only eat a meal once a day but it's junk food with preservatives and corn syrup (it's so much easier to carry & doesn't spoil so I only have to buy it once a month or two.)
I rented a car for a month to go see my grandson and take Sir up to MN but I've not left yet. It's been a week! I am really hating myself. Mom emails daily asking when I'm leaving. I got the suitcase out today and tried to figure out what to take and I've not got a clue, I'm so over whelmed.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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