My dear dear (((((((((((((((((Simon))))))))))))))))))

I'm sorry things are rough for you right now. You DO know that when we have conversations you're supposed to say how you are too, right? I do care a great deal about you.

About your hand, did you get it taken care of? I hope so.

Pent up emotions can come out in the most out of control ways it seems. It happens to me too. As for computer stuff, that can REALLY be frustrating - especially when you just want something to work. I know that music is an important outlet for you, and I'm sorry that you were unable to use it when you needed it.

I hope you don't mind but I'm going to give you your own words of wisdom back. Stuff that really has helped me and I think you need it.

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you are not alone in this ok, so just let others help you and keep working hard on yourself and you will achieve all you want to achieve in good time.

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you know happiness exists because you have experienced it before, so just work towards that.

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I know there's been much much more good stuff you've said, but that's the beginning of it.

You're in a rough spot right now - fine. You WILL get through this, I will get through my stuff and we will both be much better for it.

Take it one day at a time, breathe and just know you're loved and greatly appreciated here - if not by every single person you meet because you are that kind of person.

You are wonderful, and kind and thoughtful. You've helped many and always been there to talk to and a great support to many.

Please do eat - just because you're eating enough to "keep going" doesn't mean that's enough.

You are worth it and I hope you're feeling much better soon.

PM me you!