I am having an episode now. And logically I know I need to tell some of my friends. I know that if I tell them I won't feel so terribly lonely, but I just can't figure out how to bring it up.
I'm kind of like a conversational wrecking ball. I say something very bluntly and with few superfulous details and then stop and let the pieces fall where they may. I think that I should be slightly more articulate but I'm scared they aren't going to help me and I will just scare them away or I won't explain it correctly and they'll think its not a real thing or they think that because I'm smiling now I won't be crying in an hour and I want to reach out so badly but ugh I digress.
Anyone have any sage advice because I'm feeling very lost right now.