Amberlynn. We are glad to have you at PC.
If I understand you correctly, you are not talking to your friends and bf because you don't to have talk about your eating disorder? I suggest you see a counselor as soon as you can, in order, to get some help you with your eating disorder.
I sure glad you decided to share with us here at PC
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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