I want the pain to stop. I want to feel okay again. I'm sorry that my energy level is so low that even sitting at a desk all day makes me tired. I'm sorry that my mood swings are so frequent and extreme. I'm sorry that I started therapy because I thought it would fix all my problems. I guess I still do cause I'm still there. But I have no energy to take care of myself. I don't know what to do. It hurts so bad...