Not much into punk rock shows.
Gus also has a lot of good ideas.
What was making me angry is that I let myself get stressed out to the max with people who overstep their boundaries. There was one really off her rocker lady that just was like velcro one day and I could not shake her. I even asked her to leave and she didn't, she just kept asking me why I needed to be alone (this woman is big and tough and not someone you want to piss off. I saw her at the store and she just followed me home and told me how much a good friend she is to me (no, she wasn't even keeping boundaries let alone being my friend). I just wanted to get away from her and the harder I tried, the more invasive she became. Not a rational woman.
I am also dealing with some health issues that are quality of life changes (being able to walk very far will be impossible (I'm talking the length of your average grocery store isle).
Dealing with family stuff as well. No contact with my sister because I am tired of her unchecked borderline tirades. I put her on no contact and that was hard to do.
And that is why I was so angry and so stressed.
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