Hello, all.

I get these thoughts in my mind about how "nobody likes me", and I have no friends. I don't know why, because people talk to me, people who I think really didn't like me end up having no problem with me, and what not.

But when I get in this thought pattern, I seriously think in terms of suicide (I am not threatening suicide, here). But it gets me that depressed. I don't ever want to do something stupid, but I don't know how to overcome this.

I don't connect to people well. I am only close to a parent. I am mostly alone, except for at my job, where I feel even more alone.
I was bullied horribly as a child.

Any suggestions? I feel I have no ground on which to relate to people on.